Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i was driven almost to tears. but wtf, i dont think you even care do you? u said you feel the same way like me, but you dont seem like it. if you do, why do i seem like im overreacting? while you're over there, relaxed and calm thinking that i've gone crazy. it's good to see you go jealous and stuff, because i went jealous too.
oh yeah, nothing is forever. best friend?? more of bullshit. i dont think im yours, even though u clearly that you're mine. even though u may say it, but what the heck. say for the sake of saying only mah. u might say you miss me. but even if i go back, it doesnt make much difference as i am in singapore, since we dont meet and talk much. and u live on happily. so why not during the holidays? maybe you should really know that among all my best friends, you're my best. whereas for you, i dont know. i might be just one of your another close friends. if i am, please dont bullshit and say that im your best friend thanks.
oh what the fuck, why am i this sad? i dont even know myself. oh yah. cause im lame mahs. tts wad u said. true lorh i get so lame lorh. but thats cause i have nothing to say to me. i just wanted to continue talking to you. think of me as a lesbian but you're my best friend and i love you and i thought that i couldnt live without you.
it doesnt matter now anyway, i dont think you would even care.
&devil disguises 9:28 PM
